went out with dear to mind cafe to check out the place.
we reached there at around 4 plus.
settled down and started playing games.
we played like 4 games but i only won one!
haha. me so lousy!
then he kept calling me donkey becoz we played the smart ass game.
as we had snacks during the course of playing, we aren't that hungry after that.
so he brought me to the place where he watched the new year fireworks
Marina Boulevard.
nice place. nice big big patch of grass.
we walked to the barrier there and went over it.
sat at the concrete place and started talking.
talk and talk and talk....
the atmosphere is so emotional.
dear talked a lot. it seems as though it has been hidden in his heart for a long time.
i can see that he felt so much better after pouring everything out.
on the way home, i felt emo too.
wanted to cry but i fought back my tears.
when we reached yishun bus interchange, i saw bus 39 come.
didn't want him to miss his bus and knew that he was very tired so i told him dun have to take bus 804 to my house with me. i insisted him to take bus 39.
i took the bus alone. the atmosphere is just so right for me to cry but i tolerated till i reached home.
and it started. tears kept flowing down my cheeks...
damn. i can't help it.
people who are reading my blog, its not dear who made me cry.
its just me and the words that he said.
thinking about it...
i am really fortunate to have parents who love me..
dear who love me..
cousins whom i get along with...
friends who care for me...
i feel like i have everything now.
i really feel very fortunate, very.
i don't want to lose anyone of them.
they are all like jigsaw pieces in my life.
i can't lose any piece. all are part of my life.
all of them plays an important role in my life.
珍惜身边对你好的人
放弃对你不好的人
i will treasure all of you.
and i mean what i say.
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